I discovered myself as a perverted female when I was over thirty. However, looking back, from the beginning of my adolescence, all the indicators already clearly indicated my inclinations. My close friends were all very effeminate, I saw the other boys becoming muscular while I remained frail. I never fought and sometimes I was beaten by some who wanted to show their dominance. I felt weak and I often sought the protection of stronger ones. I put myself under their wing, naturally. Very young, I discovered that I had a penis and I saw that it could get hard. It was a discovery for me, I was not at all prepared for it and then one day I touched it more than was reasonable. It was an even bigger surprise when I saw this thick white liquid come out and the pleasure that accompanied it, it was a revelation. From the day I made this discovery, I masturbated frantically several times a day for years. I sought new sensations: I often went to get naked in nature and masturbated. I began to steal the panties hanging on the clotheslines of the neighbors. I returned to my places in nature, I put on these panties and I masturbated again… I still did not realize that I was so close to revealing myself as a female. I was always looking for more sensations. I began to steal porn books (made from porn films, which I understood later) from tobacconists. I came across masterpieces and I continued to masturbate even more. I didn't meet girls during this period because I was too busy managing my sexual ardor... Before I was 20, I had to have an operation to remove part of the skin of the foreskin because my penis did not fully uncover (another sign that my clit was not designed for me to use it like a real male). Then, I started having my first sex with girls. But that was not enough for me and I started going to porn cinemas whenever I could. I still did not realize my attraction to men. But then again, everything could have "changed" for me to become a good submissive female at any time... I made my life while continuing to frequent porn cinemas and sex shops. I fucked all the girls I could (I discovered very early the pleasure of sodomizing women) until I was just 30. I continued this life, still without taking the plunge with men. Then, at that time, I had to go to the hospital for a minor operation. The day before the operation, the nurses shaved my entire penis. This was another revelation in my life. That evening, the day before the operation, seeing my completely smooth penis made me crazy with excitement. I spent all my time touching myself, caressing myself and I masturbated several times during the night. From that moment on, I always kept my penis hairless, which kept me in a permanent state of excitement. Shortly after, I went on a trip to Eastern countries, where I met many women, and I again practiced sodomy a lot with these women. This trip had a big impact on me, I discovered this heightened femininity of Eastern women but also saunas and hammams, and everything you can do there when you go with women (private cabins, etc.). When I returned to France, I looked into whether this type of place existed. That's when I discovered that there were "non-conformist" saunas. The concept immediately appealed to me... I went to one of these establishments to discover what was hidden behind the heavy entrance door, I had no idea what awaited me, the internet was only in its infancy. After a first experience in these establishments, I was immediately hooked. I loved getting naked in front of everyone, getting sucked off and fucking women in public. I loved exhibitionism. Then, I started going more and more often to these establishments wherever I was traveling. Every time I got the chance, I found a sauna. I did the sex tour of France, several times. One day, I remember it was in Dijon, I went to a sauna, and there I met a couple. The woman was particularly exciting. I approached but the guy told me that they were looking for bi men and that if I wanted to fuck his wife everywhere, I had to agree to do it with both of them. Not at all prepared for this, I joined them anyway... They sucked me off together, I took his wife everywhere and especially in the ass. It was the first time I had been sucked off by a man. It was a major milestone for me. I had broken a taboo. I continued to frequent mixed saunas, porn movies and sex shops but something had changed. This relationship with the couple from Dijon, with the man, had totally disinhibited me but I didn't know it immediately. One day, I went to a mixed sauna in Lyon, still with a strong desire for sex (which I thought was heterosexual). But there, I only see men although it was not a gay sauna. As I said to myself every time when it was like that "too bad, there is always the pleasure of the sauna, even if there are no women or couples" ... So, I go into the hammam, there is little ...

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